"c.r.y"

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life..

SELAMAT HARI RAYE.

its been almost a week we had celebrated hari raye.. and as i though so its not that happening for me.. just met cousins and others family.. i got some duit raye,but not as much as the previous eid..dun care less.. i always think bout spm and study..but i dint do any action towards it..mybe tomorrow..
today,it should be i go to some open houses..which is amirul syazwan halim's house and aiman faiqah mohd zain's house.. but transport problem destroy eveything.its at bts and far from my house..im quite upset a bit. (ally a lot) whatever..if i get the info earlier maybe i cn go there..by myself.but...things happen.. again..ape2 la..mls nk ingt.skt hati je..so,stay home.post this thingy to release myself A BIT. i already wore the bju kurong and siap everything..but i think not to go there is the best decision. even it hurts myself..nvm.i get that slowly..its just the open house ryte.. ntg much..its just i really wish to join them there.. T_T..just let the tears going down sometime..its fun u noe..(even i always did that) WHATEVER... have fun people..! xde rezki i nk join u guys.. see yah next time..bye..

Dedication;

to-AHMAD KHUSHAIRI MOHD ZAHARI

Hey,i accept your apology and i also wanna say sorry for everything. i just curious to know where u got the story that i think you're jealous with who i coupled? who my lover? and so on.. i just kinda a bit dissapointed with you before, ok a lot actually..coz you always hurt me EVERYTIME we was having a conversation.i dont know why. maybe you do realized that im quite hate it but,dono,its like you just ignore it.whatever it is i hate our situation now.we do act like enemy and pretending dont know each other.the last year situation comes back with longer period.i donno when is the ending. so,i think i do made mistake before towards you and again IM SORRY

NASYA.

The Back-up!

ASH <333

BOY-FRIENDS

BOB



MIRA

AIMAN

FARA <3> AZIEM

Life could be difficult without friends around us. to help us, cheer us and listen to us.. but nowadays, its hard for us to find the true friend,who care bout us. they only find us when they need us. life do change and people too..

i just wanna thank people who treat good to me,care me,listen me and loves me.. i thought im nobody in this school. but u guys....i love u guys..!

these including all my boyfriends that we always hang out together.. miss u guys soo much! raye jngn lupe ajak dtg umah..huhu. plus,my old friends from puteri. i will never forget u all..muwahxx!!

shhhhh.

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People!!!! i just hate a person who loves to "show off"! EUWW.. its like only they can have it..blah! stop it!

hmm..ehem..assalamualaikum,sorry im over emotional.. i feel unbelievable that i could update this thingy again! wah! haha well,now i feel a bit released when iv done paid the payment for the magazine's pix stuff..rm700 to school and rm465 (if im not mistaken) to aziem and friends.. most of my classmates already watched it..and the respond was hmm GOOD! haha im happy when they were happy. thanx aziem..it was nice.and good job! juz like what i want rite.. the celcom background tu..haha..u really did it!! im shocked! haha..

but still,the exam results made me frustrated again and again and again........

im thanked god enuf aclly for having that kind of marks coz overall its increases. well done nasya! its juz that,i need to make it much333 better than this! u noe, human will never feel enuf with what they have..haha..same like me. dush! hope in the real SPM exam i will get all A's as what evryone in my family want and of coz MYSELF! when En. Shahbudin said its almost 7 MORE WEEKS to sit in the hall for that super scary exam, i felt like my heart beating faster as i run a marathon!! seriously,im not prepared at all! the spm schedule is not publish yet,but what i knew is add math paper will be on 1st dec if im not mistaken coz mr.ven always repeat the same thing evrytime he teaches that particular subject..i was like..tcer,dats enuf..im scared enuf! HAHA!

hmm..about the 1st annyversary celebration and shopping dat day was superrbbb!! i never thought that lots of them will be there as evry each person keep telling their problems for not having free time on that day..plus i met a new friend named, ZHAFRAN..yeah..he's just like the other guy..clumsy! haha (the yuna part was damn funny and emberassing dude!) we have ash,aziem,angah,erry,eddy,and zhaf. the shopping part was tiringggg as i guess so.. and there was a "tragic" happenned..and it was really sadd =(

its ok..xde rezeki rite darla? i get it slowly.. thanx for being my lover till now and hope forever..amin! i love you! hee...thanx for the dinner i think..(bukak pose) huhu

and yeah! i met aswad!! my beloved cousin! haha.. long time hvent see him.. and we talked for like an hour before bbuke by just standing, non-stop! haha we'll meet again at kulim k during raye! juz for how many weeks left!

ermm...i gtg..tell the others next post..shhhh!

Fastin'

This holiday is such a boring for me..

i feel so lazy to open up those booksss....

but i have too!! nasya! spm juz around the corner and the traffic light already change colour to yellow..hahah

wat a crap!!

ugh! idk somehow i feel uncomfortable with my hair!! grrr!~ wheres my clips??!

"mummy -mummy im hungrayyyy" haha im a kids wat?? let me say that! kids whose gonna sits for spm! yah! thats cool wat! HAHA!

Hmmph,suddenly remember bout last saturday..

im sorry darla.. & plus,thanx to my dearestttttt AZIEM!

u helped us a lott! n sorry for burdening u unpurposely.

i should be shame for this ayte?

i should not grab u and let you in our problema!

so, 'hopefully' i wont burden u anymoe k..haha(i will!!)

S.O.R.R.Y.!

hey! im not 'cengeng'! its juz...im sadd!!!

whuaaaa!! ok stop it nasha!

okeyh..since next sunday-30th Aug 09 gonna be a big day for myself..

so,i wanna clbrate it!! with whom? who else? all my boyfriendssss laa..haha

where? usual place.. hmm.. asking for azim's khidmat bakti to take the pictures..huhu

pewlishhhhhh!!!

and we buke puase together k? and clbrate angah's bufday skali ke??

plus!! accompany me shooping k?? wheee.... COMPULSORY!

hope this wont be like last week again! amin!

till here,wanna lend my hand in the kitchen..shhhh!

Woop-Dee-Doo!!

New hair!

yaw,yaw,yaw!! haha.. long time hvnt post this thingy.. rindu plak en..ngeh3.. trial hd just finished,holiday had juz started and of coz FASTING MONTH had juz came..!!
i would like to wish anybody who read this,

"SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK,smoge ckop pose sumenye,aminn" =D

whoaaa!! talk about the past trial exam...grrrr..!! it was fine. but not BIO & PHISIC again!!
it were S*^"! hard like hell! hoping i can still pass it..haha two weeks exam,whuaaa.. im stress for sure! the effect is, i got pimples around my nose!!!!! IHATEIT! adek,stop mentioning bout it! whuaaa..!!! "mummy-mummy..........shhh!!" haha. (spe yg taw plis smbong kan)

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y!!! yeah!!
itsssssss SHOPPINGGGGG timeee!!!! great!! yeah,since raye is almost come,eventhough i don think i can enjoy my raye this year due to my SPM thats bcome nearer!
i should go shopping yesterday,but lot of tragic things happened,so..dono,next week mybe..=((
hmmph..i cut my hair!! it was errrrr....idk.. i think im look more childish with this kind of fringe! HAHA! some said like 10 y/o??? WTH?!

i think im done here,shhhh.